June 17, 2012

Tell Me I'm A Screwed Up Mess


Twenty years old, it is. Yeah, I'm officially twenty since five days ago. A big girl, no longer a teenager.
I really don't feel like getting any older though. Part of me still want to be that little kid who never give a damn of what's happening in the big harsh and cruel world, that little girl who's only care about how to dress her barbie doll and the most confusing problem was to choose what color should she use to colorize her little drawing with.

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Being a little kid is such a bliss, you know. You don't have to care about what people say about you, you don't have that responsibilities to maintain your life as your mother will always provide what you need, and most of all you don't have to think about any complicated thing! Ironically, you can't be that little kid forever, you gotta grow up, make up your mind and become maturer as the days swinging by. You're obligated to have those kinds of responsibilities throughout your life. Sigh.

You can say that I'm too naive, but I really don't wanna grow up. If only Neverland were real.

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I managed to take these shots few days before my birthday. Wearing this one sleeve tops that I wore as a dress, pairing it with the almost forgotten Charles & Keith heels and topping it up with few accessories.

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Trying a little experiment with blurring technique with my hair. Sorry for the dope face and silly expressions.



Unita Tan


Izumi said...

love the skull ring!

Karina Novia said...

cool photos, ce! :D

Stephilà Creations said...

Love your blog!! Would you like to follow each other on gfc and bloglovin?
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Anna Brain said...

You are soooo pretty!! :)

Wynne Prasetyo said...

you know.. even when we grow up we don't have to think about what people say as much as we don't as children. growing up may be scary, but it has its blessings too. since we can only go forward, try to see the bright sides and do not let yourself be caught up in the downsides. :)


Maiken said...

happy belated birthday to you! :)
those photos, btw, look great. I especially like the ones where you're throwing your hair ;)

Maikeni blogi - part of me


Wow... amazing outfit dear!
Now, I'm your new follower... follow me back ;-)

SweetCharm said...

waw I see you fly away on the photos! I like your dress and thank you for being passed to my blog

SweetCharm said...

You can also hype my looks on lookbook as I did for you:) I will be truly honored!

Ice Pandora said...

Love the necklace c:
Nice experimenting with
photography, the moving
hair is really nice and
well done!


Agnes Koriston said...

wooo love the part when you wipe your hair! really cool! <3
alr following you right now, mind to follow back? :D

Pop Champagne said...

cute outfit and the stripe dress looks adorable on you!!

Tere Ávila said...

great dress and necklace, i really love them!

have a great day

ade kurnianingrum handika putri said...

what a cool photos!!! pretty :)
visit and follow my blog if you love to♥ i'll follow you back dear :)

Izzy said...

happy belated 20th :) congrats on growing up! love the photos with your hair flying :)

mutianugrabita said...

I love when your hair gets wing in the air ahaha
visit mine

Psycho Cat said...

Such a cute pictures, you look so happy :) and I love your necklace.
Have a great day

kerker said...

happy belated birthday!! love the hair flicking pics!

xo kerker
The Ugly Moments

Femme Virtue said...

love these fun pics!

Ivy Sie said...

love it! you look stunning! love your hair and that jumping shot is so cool :D

btw, thanks for your lovely comment<3

Jaya said...

happy belated birthday! And i feel the same way about turning 20.. I still want to remain a kid and i think i'll just always be 17 at heart :)


Nathalie Kartika Putri said...

You look lovely! Nice dress, I'm following you back (:


inês prates said...

You're gorgeous!
Your blog is really inspiring, it will be an honor for me if you can visit mine too, and if you want to follow each other, just let me know :) <3

Julia Chang said...

what a lovely blog <3
mind to visit and follow each other? If you don't mind of course.


Jing Qi said...

aww i am 20 too, and i've always thought about being young forever so i wouldn't have to deal with the harsh realities of the world, but that's a part of life too! good luck and all the best in your journey :)

would love to follow you back via GFC but i couldn't access the app :( i'll try again soon alright xx

Bella Francisca said...

love your stripe dress! cute jump pose! :D


rae said...

happy late birthday! you look great, and love these photos! especially that necklace!!

xx rae <3

blondebenedicte said...

thank you :)

lovely look dear ;)

iamprecious ♡ said...

great post sweety,nce blog! let's follow each other!

Jacquii Lie said...

Love the dress and necklace hun! Great pics, you look lovely. Would love to follow each other? Following you now :)

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Joshua Christian said...

nnooo, u just reminded me that I'm becoming 20 this august, my age always makes me anxious, I wish I were younger ): I love your shoes! nice shots anyway :P

Alba said...

Thank you for your nice comment :)

Great necklace!

Alba said...


PS: I want to invite you to giveaway on my blog of 100$ in ROMWE. I wait for you!


t said...

Nice dress!

stephanie gracia said...

nice dress! you look pretty and i just followed you! :) great blog!

Gaby de Modacapital said...

You look beautiful, love the striped dress! :)

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