Twenty years old, it is. Yeah, I'm officially twenty since five days ago. A big girl, no longer a teenager.
I really don't feel like getting any older though. Part of me still want to be that little kid who never give a damn of what's happening in the big harsh and cruel world, that little girl who's only care about how to dress her barbie doll and the most confusing problem was to choose what color should she use to colorize her little drawing with.
Being a little kid is such a bliss, you know. You don't have to care about what people say about you, you don't have that responsibilities to maintain your life as your mother will always provide what you need, and most of all you don't have to think about any complicated thing! Ironically, you can't be that little kid forever, you gotta grow up, make up your mind and become maturer as the days swinging by. You're obligated to have those kinds of responsibilities throughout your life. Sigh.
You can say that I'm too naive, but I really don't wanna grow up. If only Neverland were real.
I managed to take these shots few days before my birthday. Wearing this one sleeve tops that I wore as a dress, pairing it with the almost forgotten Charles & Keith heels and topping it up with few accessories.
Trying a little experiment with blurring technique with my hair. Sorry for the dope face and silly expressions.