.Le Rêveur.

Valentination

2012-02-11T15:49:00.007+07:00

It's just a few more days before Valentine, have you prepared anything? Have you planned on what to wear for the dinner with your loved one? Anyway, here are some of my picks for Valentine season. It's mostly in red and pink although me myself is not a big fan of a pink, yet let's not close our eyes from any possibility that may come great, shall we?

1. Hermès Mors a Jouets, cashmere and silk shawl. Available for $1,125.

2. Tom Ford Nikita. This beautiful cat eyed shade will definitely perfect your day. Get it for $360.

3. Tom Ford Nail Lacquer in Bordeaux Lust for $30, a classy and elegant color for your perfectly shaped nails.

4. Proenza Schouler PS1. This large satchel in peach is available for $1,995.

5. Manolo Blahnik Hangisi in Light Pink for $945. A shoes worth having, a symbol of elegance and beauty. Get this satin shoes in spring collection.

6. Christian Louboutin Lucifer $995. This is definitely the shoe To Die For. The pointy tip, spikey edge, bow embellishment, stiletto heels. What could be more perfect than this?

For shoes, I give you more choice, if you wanna go a head-to-toe color match, you can go with Manolo, or if you want to neutralize your look, definitely pick Loubie!

7. Yves Saint Laurent Arty Ring Valentine's Day Special Edition. Complete your gorgeous look with this special edition of the famous Arty ring for $250. Psst, this ring has a "love" engraved on the back.

That was it, all wrapped. I hope all of you have a great and unforgettable Valentine this year!

Have a great weekend too. :)

Xoxo,

UnitaTan

images from various source

The Battle

2012-02-05T20:34:00.004+07:00

I was in a big dilemma of choosing a bag to buy. Been saving money by not buying any more shoes, I finally decided to get a new bag. However, picking a desirable bag is not as easy as it seems, I was having quite some troubles contemplating which one to buy.

The bags that make me go confused and dilemmatic are coming from Céline. I was thinking of getting the oh so famous Luggage tote, or the Phantom one, or the Trapeze. I even need one night to think over and over again. They're all gorgeous, they're all definitely the bags to die for. But I gotta choose, don't I? This was exhausting!

But thenn, finally my confusion come to an end! I finally decided to buy .... *drumrolls* TARAAAAA!!

I chose the first bag on the second row. I am soo excited now! Lol

So, have a great week y'all!

Xoxo,

UnitaTan

images from various source

Barbara Palvin

2012-01-24T21:50:00.005+07:00

I've been in love with her since the first time I saw her. She has her own charisma, I do really adore this kind of person. What's amazing is that she's a 1993 Hungarian born and she has started her career since she was only 13!

These are some shots by Zoltan Tombor. Look at her alluring face, and her laugh, flawless.

Xoxo,

UnitaTan

images from various source

Mila Kunis for Dior

2012-01-05T23:45:00.003+07:00

You've heard the hype yesterday about Mila Kunis being the model for Dior. Now it's officially released.

Share me your thoughts. :)

Xoxo,

UnitaTan

images from various Tumblr

2012!!!!

2012-01-01T21:18:00.005+07:00

Finally, 2011 has already passed and it's 2012! Happy New Year 2012 to each one of you..

I personally don't really excited about this new year, I think I'm reaching the moment when I no longer feel the excitement about these kind of festives anymore. lol. I'm old, eh? Nay, I don't wanna be that old.. hahaha

I didn't do much for either New Year's Eve or the New Year Day, just hanging with family, dinner, outing, and shopping. I might need to stop shopping for few months after since I've been buying like crazy these days. Well, basically nothing much to be shared, I even sleep all day long today. I'm starting to feel like a pig.

Anyway, I tried to capture the fireworks from my house. It was undeniably pretty, but I couldn't get the proper photos, it's actually really hard to capture one to look beautiful and good enough. Ergh. I think it's beauty can only be captured by the eyes, eh. Or maybe I'm not pro enough. lol

Here are some of my takes. Enjoy and I wish you have a wonderful and fabulous and miraculous year ahead!! CHEERS!!!

Xoxo,

UnitaTan

When I First Saw You

2011-12-22T13:18:00.009+07:00

A dream it was, a dream it is

I dream of you, how sad the truth

I fell for you, you fell for me

The love was true, but I was not

You mend my heart, I broke yours

Now my heart's broken, where is yours?

I wish I knew what to say to you

To bring you back, to bring love back

Now I can only sit here and write

A sad love song, for no one to hear

I wish I could say something to you

That could bring it all back

All back to when I first saw you.

-- E.Y.

I found this poem (or a song lyric? I ain't sure) on the blog of this Singaporean fella I know for his cover videos on YouTube. He was quite active back then, posting videos of him covering songs such as Katy Perry, The Script, etc, and he's also quite a talent that he often made his own songs. One of my favorite song he ever created is called "Not Tonight". I wish I could show you how good he is, but he's already deleted his account in YouTube because I guess he's going to make an album since he performed in MFW in Singapore last year.

I post up this poem simply because I love the words he's written, at that time it suited me very well, how I was experiencing quite the same situation. Sometimes it seemed like he's reading my mind, because the timing was so perfect, his video sometimes just so like my condition. Lol. Maybe I'm just over thinking, maybe.

Anyway, I hope he'll be success (he's already in NYC now btw). I hope the album will make a huge and awesome breakout!

I mend your heart, you broke mine.

Xoxo,

Unita Tan

One Step Closer

2011-11-27T23:21:00.007+07:00

Have you guys seen the newest movie of Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn? The story of a stunning vampire falling in love with a human is nearly come to an end. This last movie divided into 2 parts, the first one has been on cinema since 18th of November. Me, myself, have seen in last weekend, the day after the premiere, with my sister. In my personal opinion, it isn't as good as I expected. You know, when you've read the book you'll have more expectation that the movie would be so great, but when you finally see it, turned out it's far behind your expectation, plus there're lots of scenes that are not shown.

For me the best ones in this movie is on the quarter first. The wedding and the honeymoon (minus the scene showing how aggressive their post-wed life). What I love is when it's shown how Edward and Bella spent their day playing chess, I never know chess would be that fun and such a romantic game to play with your loved one. I always find chess is so boring. Lol.

About the soundtrack, I really fall in love with "A Thousand Years" by Christina Perri. This song is so sweet I never bored repeating it over and over again. Tho I'm a bit disappointed this song wasn't on the movie. I thought it'd be played for the wedding scene.

Anyway, after some time of hiatus, I'm finally posting outfit again. This was the outfit I wore to one of my friend's 17th birthday party, but I didn't have the time to take pics so I take shot on the other day.

Believe it or not, I took these shots without any help from anyone and without any tripod, since I broke my tripod months ago.

A friend of mine said that my eyeliner makes my eyes look like cleopatra's, tho I still don't know how could that be. What do you think?

Imagining me with red hot lip. Lol. Gotta try it in real life one day when I'm bold enough.

P.S.

"Darling don't be afraid, I have loved you."

Xoxo,

Unita Tan

Vogue US November 2011

2011-10-29T23:03:00.008+07:00

The sadness of wartime in the 19th century beautifully represented by the talented Arizona Muse and actor Jeremy Irvine in the shots titled Call In The Cavalry. Photographed by David Sims and styled by Grace Coddington, this November issue showing the loneliness of a woman who's left by her soldier lover to a war. A dramatic set showing the elegance and graceful attires of countryside women.

The gowns and outfits used here are from Alexander McQueen, Givenchy, Marc Jacobs, Miu Miu, and others.

I love how this coat looks. Green Army colored, nice.

images from fashiongonerogue.com

We Found Love

2011-10-26T11:20:00.011+07:00

Have you seen Rihanna's latest music video titled "We Found Love"? The first time I saw this video I can directly guess that the speaker of the monologue is Agyness Deyn. Her voice is so unique and typical, you can name it right after you hear it. The gorgeous and sexy thick British accent is quite obvious. I'm a big fan of British accent and I really love her voiceover.

“It’s like you’re screaming but no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important, that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you. And when it’s over and it’s gone, you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back so you can have the good.”

You can watch it here.

The video basically tell about the wild love Riri and a "Chris Brown" looked alike have. Sex, drugs, parties, and so on. People said that this video's actually representing Rihanna's love life with Chris Brown, that's why the guy really looks like him. Quite possibly, Rihanna's still not over him.

The lyrics mainly is just about

"We found love in a hopeless place."

Lanvin Spring 2012

2011-10-01T23:06:00.007+07:00

If you follow and read my twitter, I've promised that I will post up the PFW review tonight. Yeah, I fulfill my word. Been drown in the sea of ASSignments, here I am coming back to give my review of Lanvin Spring 2012 during the Paris Fashion Week 2011.

As predictable, Lanvin still with it's own simple yet fabulous styled by Alber Elbaz giving us the gorgeous looks with sharp cuts and light fabrics dominated with dark colors; black, grey, although there're some of brgiht colored dresses too. The collection also come with decorative jewelry such as stones, crystal crosses, bird shaped necklaces, and chokers. You can also see some snake prints here.

My favourites.

I love how this blush dress looks, simple, falls perfectly. The kind of dress you'd like to wear million times because it's so comfortable you're just addicted to it. This one is kinda versatile, I guess, you can wear it to parties, or just to hang out with your friends to some fancy places.

Xoxo,

UnitaTan

image form fashiongonerogue.com

I Don't Wanna Say Goodbye

2011-08-30T15:09:00.008+07:00

It's been quite a long time since the last time I post something, well, I was kinda busy with my university stuffs I barely have time to spare it doing anything else, and when it comes to the holiday season I suddenly became too lazy to do anything, I just couch potato-ing watching my DVDs collection. So I apologize for my lack of post.

Anyway, this post is kind of the sad one, I've been losing many of my friends because they're going away studying abroad. This one is my friend from my Senior High, the joker in the group, named Entjek Stefinda. We had the farewell dinner the day before she went off to Vancouver. She went away so sudden, I first thought she's joking but turned out it's all real. When we escorted her to the airport, almost all of us were blubbering, even one of my male friend. It's simply because we really love her, she's kinda the sunshine here, always cheerful and full spirited. It's a great loss for us, but we all know that this is for the best, for her better future.

We will surely always miss you, Icii!
There's no such thing as goodbye, there's only a see you later! *smooch*

Xoxo,

Unita Tan

I Love Beach, but I'm No Bitch

2011-07-19T19:14:00.007+07:00

Yeah, I do love beach, even though I can't stand the heat bigtime, but I still love spending my time playing around or even do nothing at the beach. Honestly, this one over here wasn't a real beach, anyway, it's actually just a headland but they made it looks like seashore by adding the beach sands.

With one of my friend, it looked like we're in some Ad, eh? lol

Lol. Yeah, you know me.

Xoxo,

Unita Tan

Giambattista Valli Couture 2011

2011-07-07T00:56:00.004+07:00

My favorite collection so far. Still with Giambattista's style, with frilly accent and tulle. Sleek and perfect fabrique. There's also a little touch of animal with the leopard print.

Marchesa Resort 2012

2011-07-07T00:29:00.008+07:00

I was actually looking for the Paris Haute Couture 2011 Collection, but then I found these gorgeous Marchesa collection and I can't stand not to share it with you.

As usual, Marchesa's dresses are perfectly beautiful. I just love it.

images from vogue.com

Givenchy Haute Couture 2011

2011-07-06T23:16:00.004+07:00

Givenchy's collection for Couture 2011 is more into the sheer and feathery using ostrich and goose feathers. Dominated with white, looked all lean, with some fringes. Stunning and great!

The nude one.

images from fashiongonerogue and vogue.com

Say It Out Loud

2011-07-06T20:43:00.007+07:00

This is just another post about me and my friends hanging out and spending our weekend time together, karaoke-ing, which I think it's more about photosession because we spent the time mostly taking picture instead of really karaoke-ing... LOL

Accidentally, this was beyond our plan, we all wore the same color of clothes at that time, we all use dark color, black. Not totally all black, some of us combined it with another, such as my friend, Icii, she wore colorful top. I don't know why were we such in a mood of dark color at that time, nevertheless we really had fun, no grief, no sadness.

I present you, The Rockstar Ladies.

Looking forward to the day when we hang around again, guys!

Xoxo,

Unita Tan

Just Another Day

2011-06-30T21:44:00.005+07:00

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Another pics taken when I was going out with my guys and also that day was to celebrate one of my friend, Iciis's belated birthday... So just enjoy your ride! =)

Xoxo,

Unita Tan

Zac Posen Resort 2012

2011-06-24T23:08:00.006+07:00

Have you seen these beautiful photoset of Zac Posen's collection for Resort 2012? For me, when I first saw them, I was just awed and speechless, these dresses are all like magic, so beautiful, adorable, fabulous, gorgeous, and whatsoever. I was and still am in love with this collection, mermaid tail here and there. They are all made of perfections. Simple yet effortlessly amazing. Also with Coco Rocha as the model, these photos are just become more and more fantastic.

These 2 following dresses are the two I love best. Eventhough I also love the rest of the collection, but these two are the ones that catch my heart the most. Agree?

Images from Vogue.com

May oh May

2011-06-21T00:19:00.005+07:00

Honestly it's some bunch of old pics taken on early May, during my friend's, Inneke, birthday dinner. But as the pictures were taken by my friend and I hardly meet her, so I just got the files like few days ago.

Anyway, the birthday girl looked awesome on that day, she's so stunning and simply adorable. Sweet thing. ♥

NB: Attention alert! Lotsa photos! :D

She's pretty, wasn't she? ;)

We did take lotss of photos!

Me and the girl.

These photos were actually could be good ones, too bad it was out of focus.

There's nothing much I'd like to say here. I just wanna say I had a great time and I do really glad to have friends like them. Love you guys, "Bebek Terbang". :D

Xoxo,

UnitaTan

(me was wearing Charles & Keith shoes, Guess watch, Balenciaga bag)

The Edge Of Adolescence

2011-06-17T11:44:00.010+07:00

Don't mean to be snobbish, but yes, today is my birthday. I'm getting older now and as I'm a year older, I'm getting closer to the 20-ish age. That's why I call it as the edge of adolescence cause now I'm officially 19th years old. Well, in this birthday I just wish to be a better girl, to be wiser.

However, there's a big difference this year, there's no more that one person. If you read my previous posts, I bet you must have known whom that person is.... If your answer is my Daddy, yes, you're right. When the clock nearly stroke 00.00 last night, I went to his room, slept on his bed, on his side, his pillow. And few moments after it went 00.00 and my friends began to give birthday greetings to me, I cried. I cried heavily, cried so hard on my father's pillow. I cried cause he isn't here anymore, I cried because this is the first birthday since he's gone and I don't feel like celebrating it at all. Not when he's not here. For about 2 hours I stayed there, recalling all of those memories we'd spent together, remembering the things he'd done to me. And I remember that last year I still got a birthday greeting from him, but now, no more.

In the morning, mom texted me and saying happy birthday to me. Right at that time I suddenly burst into tears again. Mom has greeted me, so did sis, then when will dad greet me? When will he wish me a Happy Birthday?? I really miss him terribly bad. I just can't get over it and I don't think I will ever. I went again to his room, cried heavily again, screaming for his name, begging him to come and meet me. But there's still no answer, as predicted. That fact's really choked me. It still hard to accept it.

This birthday feels even more different as mom didn't cook me the usual birthday dish, what we called as misua, cause there's no more dad who usually bought and chopped the chicken and the cooking ingredients. Instead of misua mom made spaghetti for us. Well, at least it still counts as noodle, eh..

If I were to describe this day, I won't describe it as a wonderful one, nor the cheerful one or a happy one. Instead, for me today is a full of tears day cause I just can't stop crying everytime I remember about him and how he's not here anymore to spend my special day together, with me. When my friends tried to cheer me up, instead of getting better I cried evenmore. When they cheered me, I had to pretend that I'm okay, I had to agree with'em, I had to say this and that which I didn't mean at all. I'm just pretending to be happy and make them believe that I'm fine.

However, I'm so grateful to have friends like them. I really am so grateful to those people who spent their little time to wish me happy birthday, to care a little bit about me. I'm so thankful to have the friends who always support me in however my condition is. I'm happy to have them, I feel blessed to know them. And I'm glad to know that they care about me. Thank you guys for all the things you've done to me. I deeply appreciate it.. Love you all always. :)

Here are some of the wishes I got via BBM. Such lovely people I got. ♥

LOL!! that "luar biasa idiot" really got me laughing so hard! hahaha

from the coolest assistant lecturer! haha he sent me a happy birthday voice note..

awwww (з´⌣`ε) LOL!

Look at'em... I have the sweetest friends ever. :')

Ahh and during my Birthday dinner with my fam, suddenly my friends came and gave me surprise.. That makes me feel more grateful and blessed to have friends like them. They have successfully made my day! I feel happier than before, knowing I have friends who still truly care about me. I have friends who always stand by me through whatever. Thank you so much guys. I love you forever and always dear Bebek Terbang. *hugs and kisses*

Xoxo,

UnitaTan

The Last.

2011-05-28T22:26:00.007+07:00

Another post, dedicated for my beloved father, who's gone peacefully to meet the Creature.

I was opening my old folder in my laptop, then I found some pics I took few months ago. Some pics when my Daddy was still here, some pics about him.

When I looked and stared at'em, I still can't believe that he's actually not here anymore, I can't believe he's no longer here, I can't believe he left me like this, leaving mom, leaving us. Somehow, it still hard to accept that's he's gone, that I've lost him, that he won't be here anymore whenever I need him, that he won't check on me again every single night - ordering me to go to sleep soon, he won't put my blanket when I was asleep, he won't tickle me again, he won't take me to lunch again, he won't protect me again, there won't be the one who's willing to talk to me again when I have a fight with mom, there won't be the one who always cared for me all the time and no matter what, there won't be the one who always wait for me to come home when I was going out, even if he's already sleepy he would still wait for me. But now what, he's just gone. He is gone. He won't come back. That's all I know.

Here are those some pictures, almost all were taken during our last trip to Jakarta and Bandung on New Year holiday. This is our last trip together as a family, minus my brother.

This was his last Birthday Cake. The last time he celebrated his birthday. At that time he was sick, tho.

Daddy, why did you go so fast? You haven't seen sis and bro get married, you haven't seen my graduation, you haven't seen your children become successful people. You went way to fast.

I really really really really really really really really really really miss you daddy.. Tell me, please tell me how loud and how many times should I scream for your name, or how much tears should I shed to bring you back around, to bring you back to me again, for you to be here with me, with us again. Tell me what to do and I'm willing to do anything just to meet you again. I wanna meet you and apologize, I wanna deeply apologize for the things I've done, I want to hug you again like how you used to hug me when I was a lil kid, I want to grab your hand again and never let it go. I want you to protect me again, like you did back then, like you never want to lose me, dad. I really want to see your smile again. I miss you so much, my man.

爸爸，我想念你這麼多。

Your little girl really wish to see you again, Pop.
You're the only one, the only man whom she always missed every minute of everyday.

Miss you.

Amis Pour La Vie

2011-04-21T00:24:00.010+07:00

I dedicate this post for my beloved beautiful wonder ladies. We met at high school, yet we had passed so many magnificent memories, the unforgettable ones. I really am thankful for having them in my life. They might not be the best-est people in the world, but they're one of the best buddies I've ever had.

Let me introduce you to them, from left to right; Marilyn, Zipora, Mega, Me, Inneke, Rika, and Cynthia. There's supposed to be one more, but she took the pic, so she couldn't be in the pic, she's Entjek. Later I'll tell you which one. :)

These photos were actually taken on December 2010, last year, when one of our friend, Marilyn was in town, cause she's currently studying in Kangaroo's country. We're having dinner together and having such great time.

I am honestly amazed with the changes that they had done and have been doing. My girls are so beautiful now, they look prettier than when how we were in High school. Yeah, I know that people do change. The surroundings and situation are just some of the reasons. Beside, we're getting older too, we're not only getting old by age, but also by mind and the way we think, so it does affect our way of dressing. Also as starting-to-be grown up ladies, we're getting more aware to what we wear and how do we look and that make us become more lovely than before.

I really miss this moment. I really miss spending time with them, talking and talking and talking, it's like we're always having a lot of things to be talked about and won't run out of topics to be talked about. We talked, we laugh, we cheered the moments, we took bunch of narcissism photos, gossiping, and talked. The point is, we were enjoying our time. I did.

Here she is, the one I've told you before, Entjek, she is the one on the left side. She's kind of the craziest from the others. LOL.

Oh, and about the other girls, allow me to describe'em to you. Alphabetical order:

Cynthia aka Cao : she loves to talk, she always comes up with many stuffs to be talked about, she has funny way of talking too, sometimes she describes things hyperbolically, but that makes the story becomes more alive and truly interesting!

Entjek : the clown in the group. But don't underestimate her, cause she's going to be a pharmacist in the future. She's kind of the bitch here, not in the bad term, bitch I mean she's so hellic funny and always teases Cao by teasing her boyfriend, but of course she's just kidding. She always makes jokes and knows how to liven up the situation.

Inneke : the Doctor soon to be. She's currently studying med. She's also funny and always updated about the latest news around. She really addicted to pink colour, everything she has is mostly in pink, and don't forget the Hello Kitty stuffs.

Marilyn : the future best patisserie chef in the world. Studying in Sydney, loves to cook especially for cakes, but she never gave me any tester from her creation, that's cruel!! hahaha She's the good girl type, eventhough sometime she can be an evil too... =P

Mega : the next interior designer in the designing world, yet the slowest girl in the group. HAHA. We often mock her because sometimes she's kind of slow in absorbing infos or things. Also, she's just like the smallest girl cause she does act like one, that's why we call her as "memeh"

Rika : the future enterpreneur. She's the kind of easy going girl, also the fastest ones to get many latest informations. Really funny girl, I remember how she always having those stupid fights with Inneke. lol. She's also wild too sometimes, she ever bit or pinched people til it left purple-ish bruise..

Zipora : haa, she's the object of public bullying. lol. We often bullied her during high school, many things we've done, screwed up her hair, mock her, and so on. Me, myself, I loved to pluck her long haired hands. hahhaha. She's so bonny and I call her Zimok, which stand for "Zipo semok" ;P

I really miss highschool. I miss the crazy things we've done. I miss the every moment happened during the school time. No matter how boring the subjects were but college life is worse. I wish I could go back and turned the time back to school time, and let it stays there cause I never want to be a colleger. I wish I could be a forever High Schooler. :(

The "NG" moment when Cao vigorously told us about a story. Look at her and the other's expressions. so LMAO.

I laughed so hard and couldn't stop when I saw this pic on my lappy during the pic transfer. Even after a few months afterwards, I still smiled and laughed at this pic. Maybe it's nothing for you, but there's something inside this pic really punch my funny line.

I really miss you all girls.
Wish our friendship will always last, 'til death do us apart.
haha
Friends for life.

Mucho love from me..
XOXO

Dream A Little Dream

2011-04-19T00:35:00.006+07:00

There’s one thing made me happy as I woke up this morning. I remembered that I’d just got a dream about my dad again. This is the second time I got dreams about him in the past two days, twice in a row. I was and still am so happy and glad. Eventhough, I know it’s only just a dream.

In my first dream, yesterday, I dream about he and mom, having lunch in a restaurant, then I came and joined them. We ate fish and as usual, Dad always took the head and the tail of the fish. He really liked it. And that was it.. It was only a short simple dream, but that’s enough to make me happy.

Then the second dream I had last night was, there’s somehow a miracle happened. It was in the hospital, my daddy who was sick and comma in ICU room, suddenly awoke and revived again. I came into his room, saw him smiling peacefully to the relatives and the people around and then he saw me, I saw him, and I cried and ran to him, told him I really love him and hugged him tight. He also did the same, he hugged me really tight. He smiled at me, I saw him smiling at me so happily. It’s like he’s also happy to see me again. I really am glad.

Hugging him for one last time has always been my wish for I never got the chance to. I am so glad to have this dream, I’m truly relieved. He has fulfilled my wish, he came into my dream, he hugged me, and I told him I love him. Eventhough it’s only a dream and maybe some people say that dream is only our own imagination or the effect of our subconscious mind, but I don’t care. All I know is I got my daddy came to my dream, I got the chance to hug him, I got the chance to say how much I love him. But there’s also a sad thing about the dream, somehow while I was hugging him, there’s a realization inside me telling me that it was just a dream. I was quite disappointed at that time, cause I then realized that it was too much, it was to good to be true, I realized that my dad has already gone, this couldn’t be true. And that just is. :’(

Another heartbreaking thing happened to me this day is, when I was in my mom’s room, I opened her drawer and saw my daddy’s wallet. I’ve seen it there for some quite of time, but I’ve never touched or even opened it before. The only few times when I opened it is when I asked for money to him, but it was so long long ago.. Then, when I opened it, I directly burst into tears, I couldn’t stand it, couldn’t hold it. The reason was, my daddy, turned out to save my photo inside his wallet. It’s another fact that I’ve never known about him. He saved and kept the photos of his children inside it, my sister’s, my brother’s, and mine. He saved it there and carried it wherever he went. I never knew about this thing, I didn’t even know that he took that photo of mine from me and kept it in his wallet. I was so touched, I cried loudly and I couldn’t stop cause that makes me regret my bad behavior towards him more than ever. I was so bad, I was being such a bad daughter to him, but he still loved me anyway. He carried the photos of his children anywhere as a reminder about his family. He loved us very much. It breaks my heart.

Once, during my elementary time, I’ve ever said to my friends some stuffs about my future husband. I said, one day when I get married, I want a husband just like my dad. The reason I gave them at that time was because my dad could do anything, I told them I want a husband who’s as great and as wonderful as my dad. I want a husband who can do so many many things as my dad. I said. “Yeah, my daddy is so great! He can so do many things, he can fix many broken things. Isn’t he cool? I want a husband like that!” Remembering this thing makes me think again, I never regret saying that to them, instead I’m so proud. I’m so proud that when I was a child I have already realized that my daddy is some kind of great man, super man. I’m so proud to say that. Until now, I still won’t change what I’ve been said. I still want to have a husband as great as my dad, I want to have a husband as hardworking as daddy, I want a husband who’s as caring and always give showers of love to his family, even until his last breath. Until his very last second, he still love every single of us, I believe that. He never hate people, he’s always kind to everyone, he always smiled even to strangers, he cared about his family and his children so much. I want a husband who’s as wonderful, as terrific, as lovely, as impressive as my daddy was.

Love you, daddy.

Une grande partie de l'amour, ta petite fille.

xoxo

Carpe Diem

2011-04-16T15:40:00.003+07:00

I’ve been having such a hard time for the past two weeks. The thing I’ve always afraid of and never wanted to happen, in fact, finally happened. I know that you can’t wish for something to be everlasting, ‘cause sooner or later all will be gone, people will leave, things going on, but I just never thought it would happen to me this fast. I never expected it to happen this soon. I never get myself ready for this kind of thing.

You never know how long someone will be there for you, maybe he/she still laughs, talks, and be by your side for a day, then the next day that person suddenly gone away. You never know what will happen tomorrow, either to you yourself or the people around you.

You better say what you need to say, for the best regret is for not uttering the words you always wanted to say. If you love somebody, say it, say it and let that person know. Say it and make your heart relieved. Say it for there’s still time. Say it for there’s still a chance. Say it and have no regret. Tell the people you love that you truly care and love them. Show them how much you love them and stay by their side whenever they need you.

There are times when we might never get the chance to tell what we want to that person. There might be no tomorrow. There might be no more time. For life is such a fragile thing. Don’t ever waste your time.

Don’t be afraid of the respond you get. They might look at you, asking what’s wrong with you, but you don’t need to explain to them. Just keep showing them how much you care and appreciate their presence in your life.

As for me, I didn’t get the chance to tell someone how I really need and love him, ‘cause I never realized how much he meant to me. I often took him for granted, I acted bad, I disappointed him, I made him angry, totally mad, I made him sad, and there’re still so much things I’ve done. I never knew he would meant this much to me ‘til he gone away, gone away and will never ever come back. As he gone, I begin to realize I actually need him, I still need that person to be in my life, to be my guide, to be by my side. He’s the only person who could care for me more than anyone could ever do, he’s the only one who stood by me through whatever and eventhough the world’s against me, he’s still there, still supported me. I made him mad, but no matter how mad he was to me, he would still care for me. He’d still do anything if I needed him. He’d done too much things to me, he’s just like my own hero. I might hate him sometimes and the sad thing was he knew about it, but he didn’t care about it, he never changed, still loved me sincerely no matter how bad I treated him. And I do regret that I didn't tell him I love him. Cause it's too late for me to realize. It's too late for everything..

Many, many times, we don’t realize how much someone means to us until they are gone. And when they’re gone, it’s too late to do anything, cause no matter what you do, they just never go back. So, go tell the people around you that you love them, that you care to them, and that they mean so much to you. There might never be a second chance. Use your time wisely. Tell them.

Now.

"The only man who will never break a girl’s heart is her daddy.

The only man a girl can love best is her daddy.

The only man who can be a superhero in a girl’s life is her daddy."

"There will never be a goodbye, there’s only see you later." So, I’ll see you soon, dad. Wait for me, kay?

I loved, love, and will always love you, daddy.

Your little girl miss you so much.

xox

Bags and Shoes on PFW 2011

2011-03-13T01:46:00.007+07:00

A little peek of runway's bags and shoes.

Balenciaga

Chanel

Jean Paul Gaultier

Thierry Mugler

Dior

Celine

Without I even tell you whom them by, I bet you must have known, right? Yes, they're the fabulous Alexander McQueen's creation.

Very fierce.

Haider Ackermann Fall 2011

2011-03-13T01:13:00.004+07:00

Ackermann is the one I love best from the Paris Fashion Week whole fashion shows. Combining both masculine and feminine look with sleek and firm cut. Mostly using satin fabrique. And oh, please, take a little attention to the big and wide belt, ah-ma-zing. Tres chic, magnificent creation, simply elegant.

To be honest, I really want to get myself something like these. I might need to find the fabrique and make alteration soon.

Paris Fashion Week 2011

2011-03-12T23:24:00.007+07:00

Some little review of PFW Fall 2011. Oh Paris..

Jean Paul Gaultier
Neutral color, dominated with black. Fabulous hairdo.

Thierry Mugler
The show became merrier since there's Lady Gaga performed there. In my personal opinion, Mugler and Gaga just like a perfect combo.

Backstage sighting

And here she was. Rocking the show. The Mother Monster.

Louis Vuitton
The Police's hat style, fab. And the monogrammed bags, shoes, and again, hats.

Dior

Celine

Giambattista Valli

Detail

Alexander McQueen
This season, McQueen seems to present the Ice Queen themed, with perfect cut, fur, quilt. Honestly, the icy white color kinda remind me of Narnia, don't you think?

My two favourite look.

Just an Ordinary Sunday

2011-03-09T00:36:00.014+07:00

This photo set was taken 4-5months ago, kind of a long time, I know. I had planned to use it as my first lookbok look, coz I've made my profile since long time ago but never had the chance to post any pic. So on that Sunday afternoon, my friends helped me took these 2 first pics then the rest was self taken using tripod as I got home..Then these pics just stayed there inside my lappy without me ever touched it. I was too busy and when I got time, I was just too lazy. Yeah, laziness is my best frienemy. lol

It's just a casual ordinary outfit, nothing special here. You can say this is my daily look, or something like that, coz usually I only wear T-shirt and jeans everywhere, included going to college. Some people might dress up for their daily look, but for me I think that's useless, cause in the end I'll end up quarrelling with nirmana, expression, typography, and blah blah blah.. So I don't find it's necessary..

Guess jeans, Balenciaga bag, Hermes belt, Charles & Keith shoes, Guess watch.

Milan Fashion Week 2011

2011-03-03T23:46:00.011+07:00

It's a little bit late to review about the MFW, since I've been so busy with the damned uni things, I can barely check and update about the fashion week happening. Anyway, I will give you some of my review, whether you've seen it or not, but I'll present it my way, in my perspective. So, here we go.

Bottega Veneta

DSquared2

Giorgio Armani

Iceberg

I personally love this shoes strap.

Just Cavalli

Dolce & Gabbana. Too bad, have you heard they're going to separate?

Emilio Pucci

Fendi. Fur, fur fur. It's all about fur.

Gucci.

Salvatore Ferragamo.

Versace.

Moschino. This is the one I love best. Moschino gave chic looks here.

My fave dress.

For evening purpose. Love the color.

And the last, Prada.

Happy Chinese New Year!

2011-02-03T00:49:00.005+07:00

This is the pic I made, very basic, very simple, cause I'm no pro, I just can do this. Sorry, it's not really good but what's important is the meaning, ait? heehee
I'm wishing you all every happiness, every wish the heart could wish for. May you have great years ahead and full of prosperity. Cheers!

恭喜发财 ,新年快乐 ,身体健康，龙马精神，万事如意 !!

Men's Wear

2011-01-18T18:57:00.007+07:00

I totally forgot to post the men part in my latest post. So, here they are.

Bieber in D&G.
I gotta be honest, he looks like he's having tons of burdens just by looking at his face. And kiddo, those sneakers don't match your suit. :)

R-Pat in Burberry

I like him, I really do. Bad boy look.

2011 Golden Globes Award

2011-01-18T16:46:00.032+07:00

I actually missed the show coz I was going out shopping with my mom, but when I got home I directly search for the red carpet looks. I'll start it out with the ordinary dresses, which means they're quite usual and not really special.

Carrie in Badgley Mischka

J-Lo in Zuhair Murad

Angelina Jolie in Versace

GOSH! I really want tattoos

Here comes The Nightmares.

This is the worst of all. Helena Bonham Carter.

The Best Dresses.. Save the best for the last.

Anne Hathaway in Giorgio Armani

Hailee Steinfeld in Prabal Gurung. She's so amazing, isn't she? The simple dress really suits her age.

Catherine Zeta-Jones in Monique Lhuillier

Olivia Wilde in Marchesa

Why the hell does she keep on showing her shoes? Is that necessary?

Lea Michelle in Oscar de La Renta

Megan Fox in Giorgio Armani

I keep on thinking that there's something wrong and weird with her face, but I just don't know what, yet.

Here is my favourite look from red carpet. Dianna Agron. Basically, I love Megan's dress more, but in Diana, I like her makeup and hairdo. She keeps it simple, simple dress, simple clutch, yet give fabulous look.

Look at that, so flawless, right?

Perfect Distraction

2010-12-05T20:55:00.011+07:00

I was so upset with someone that I really wanna scream and shout, but I keep on holding and control myself. So I decided to find some distraction and voila, came up to Proenza Schouler Collection, these are from Pre Spring 2011 Collection. Here we go.

Croc series. Superb love.PS 11

The piece that I love best is this simple clutch. The colors combination is just perfect.

Delicacy ♥

2010-10-31T01:14:00.006+07:00

Bonjour tout le monde!

Well, this is my very first try-out post. I have no fashion photoshoot yet, but I guess this blog doesn't only contain fashion thingies. So there's nothing wrong about posting some random things or maybe personal thoughts here, right? ;)

I'll snap more pictures from now on to be posted in this blog later. Ciao

'Bee Cheng Hiang' mooncake

'Lindt' Truffes

My whole snacks. Creepy lol

My Fave Cookies. 'Famous Amos'. for me it also means, Forever and Always :)